Decision Time

It may be the gathering storm, will it rain, will it pass or will it bucket down with thunder, lightening and hail? This is my current dilemma do I stay, do I move or do I knock it all down and do it all over again?
I'm talking about my house, brief history;
*Moved in Christmas Eve years ago with our 6 week old baby boy, kinda like a premature Jesus, Joseph and Mary.
*Lived, loved, laughed for many years
*Welcomed two more children to our family (this dispelled the Jesus, Joseph and Mary grouping,  as as far as I know it Jesus was an only child)
*It all went down the drain some time ago
*Exit the ex
*We huddled tight and grew alongside each other......baby steps then leaps and bounds
*Now it's me and Little Bird

So what do I do? The brief summary doesn't capture the essence of presence this house gives me. It has been my home for so long now, do I ignore that and go for a full on botox/filler type of makeover? Should I go for the invasive face-lift where no-one will recognise the old gal any more?

Well the storm has passed here. There was thunder, a low, long, far off rumbling type, no lightening, a sprinkling of rain and then heavy humidity.

Think I will think on it.......but I feel kind of sneaky, almost like I'm being watched by walls and corners and carpets and things

Or maybe I'll throw my hands in the air, wear a wig, pretend to be Courtney Love and just don't care.